SORRY :(

I have been slackin on the blog :( I will try to get back into blogging again :) Ben is still with West Valley Police and I still work on Cottonwood!! We are trying to get into a house by the end of the year !!! We have also been trying to have a baby!!! :) I have a long ways to go and my doctor has me on all these meds to fix my body. :( Some of my meds make me real sick :( I pray nightly that Kris will send me one down :) I still think about my brother daily and some days are good and some days are hard for me!!! I tend to hide a lot of heart ache and sadness I still have to be strong for my sister and my brothers family!! I know that Kris watches me daily and he does take some of my pain away. I also know that he wouldn't give me anything I can't handle!!